New Year

It's a new year. A new decade. A new me. I have decided that I am going to change. Coming back from retreat yesterday really was life changing. A reality check. I've been away from & rejecting God for so long, I realized that I wasn't myself anymore. I've been going out & partying, not studying at all, & fighting so much with my family. This retreat really made me realize. No more drinking or partying. Gonna start being nicer to my parents. I'm honestly really going to try now. & I hope everyone else does too! Happy new year everyone, make 2010 worth it (:

Three words

You're a dick.

Not good

This isn't good. I'm getting so lazy nowadays..oh & got my progress report card.
Had an F in english. I was still able to go to one party thoooo. I really needa start trying :/

& This boy is not helping at all. He needs to make me happy, but it's a major fail.
Well gotta work on my english essay. I wish I liked writing essays as much as I like writing in blogspot.
Damn.

Change

Ah, things are changing so much. Into a good way tho! I'm really really happy. I hope things stay this way, but I doubt it will when progress report cards come in ):

Well despite that, excited for this weeeekend! Two parties ahhhh dlkajdhafkjd.
Nighttt (;

Thanksgiving

Happppy belated thanksgiving everyone. I know I'm late, but I just decided to write a blog about how thankful I am for everythaaang. & Alaine kinda convinced me to do this after reading her blog aha. Well to start off, let's just say I'm really thankful for my girls. Without them, I'd probably be dead right now. They made such a huge impact on my life, they don't even know. You guys make my life so wonderful & give me something to actually look forward to everyday. You guys are always there for me. Thanksss guys<3

Jannel Gerez Cabado

My bestfriend, my sister. It all started in 7th grade in Mrs. Espinosa's class. I remember I thought she was so pretty. But not no more. Haha jk. Jannel's seriously my number one girl. She's the only girl that I can go to their house & just sleep or watch tv then go home. Do you have anyone that you could do that with? No, I don't think so. I honestly think our friendship is real special. We hate getting into fights, & even if we do, we make up *snap* just like that. We're with each other 24/7. People sometimes even ask me where Jannel is when I'm out & she's not with me. It feels weird not seeing her for a short period of time or not hanging out with her at least once a week. We text 24/7 & surprisingly don't get sick of each other. I go to her house every freaking friday just to kick back & chill. We're the weirdest people you will meet, honestly. We have soo many inside jokes to even write on this blog. She's always, always there for me. When I would cry at school about family problems, boy problems, when I found out I was moving to Korea (which isn't gonna happen!), & to anything else that brought me down. She was always there for me. I can trust her with anything & everything. No one can ever compare to her & our friendship. I wouldn't trade her for all the money in the world cause that'd be a waste of a fucking great friendship. Her family is like my 2nd family & I love them so much. I wouldn't trade them for anything. She's the only girl that I spend most of my time with & I have no regrets on that ! She's irreplaceable. She's the peanut to my butter, the star to my burst, the M to my M, the pop to my tart, the milky to my way, the fruit to my loop, the milk to my duds, the lucky to my charms, the ice to my cream, but mostly..your the best to my friend. I love you so much sistter ! Bestfriends forever & ever babe ;)

Nkemjika Onyiah

This niggggga! I love this girl so much. She's the most funniest person in my life. I really think my life would be soo different without this girl cause she makes me laugh so much. I love her & the raps she makes. I can talk to her on the phone for hours & laugh laugh laugh all the time :) She doesn't understand how funny she is, she's amazing. Everyone's scared of her except MEEEEEE. Haha she's one of my bestfriends & I'm glad she is. She's sooo weird tho, just like me ! So I'm glad :D

Jennifer Rose O' Donnell

Jennny :) Known this girl this 3rd grade. How do I even start...well first of all. Me & Jenny hated each other in 3rd grade. So so much, we weren't even allowed to talk to each other. But things turned around in 5th grade. We started playing handball with each other & by that same year, we became the best of friends. & I'm honestly SO glad we did. She was with me through alllllll of my heartbreaks from 6th-8th grade. Seriously, every single one. She's the only one who understands my love life & I'm glad I can share it with her. Jenny is such a good friend, so fuck alll of the shit you've heard. Get to know her cause you will love her so much. I know we're gonna be bestfriends forever cause I know we can't stand not being friends.<3

Alaine Limjoco

Ah Alaine. The weirdo. Haha jk, well idk..cause she's weird. But I love ittt ! It's why I'm friends with her. So we met in 7th grade in Mrs. Pearls class. I remember telling her I liked it how she ate. Hahah embarrassing. After that we got really close :) Every year since 7th grade we had a class together. & We always sat next to each other because of our last names: Lim & Limjoco. Aren't you jealousssss :) Haha. Alaine likes watching me sleep during 7th period. & She wakes me up by kicking my chair AHEM WHICH IS EFFING ANNOYING. -___- Haha jk, keep doing it, I needa stay awake anyways! Let's see..I really owe this girl a whole bunch. My recent breakup, she's the one that helped me. Even though a whole bunch of people tried to help me, her advice was really the only one that actually made me feel better. Like, I don't even know how to explain. She could relate to you so easily which is so great cause I barely know people like that, hah. If you're reading this, getta know her. Don't be a bitch & judge. I also owe her for letting me copy her hw & tests. Really, idk anyone who would let me do that haha -__-; Thank you & love you alaine :)

Melissa Lucero

My big sister. Met her in pe. Her ass was too lazy to buy a lock so she asked to share lockers with me. But helll am I glad she did! If she hadn't I doubt we would have been friends right now. Missy is such an inspiration to me, she's so nice & funny & great to be around. She gives me such good advice about anything I ask to her which I love. I can count on & trust her for anything. Despite jannel, she's the only girl that I booty shake to EVERY SONG we hear. We embarrass each other so much, but we dgaf :) Or at least I do..haha jk. We borrow each other's clothes all the time cause we both dont like repeating outfits. Hah, well I just wanna say I love missssy so much! <3

Oh &

Homecoming was gay. I wasted 45 dollars.
No more chhs dances, hopefully ayalas. Hah!

G'day..

..Sikkke. I'm not liking school.
I'm not liking anything. I neeeeda get out more -__-

Bye.

September 15, 2009.

New post, new day. I really don't know what happened today. I'm too tired to remember ): Totally forgot how my day starttttted. Mm let's think..oh yeah ! Had englissh, went by pretty quickly. Had dance pe, had lots of funnn ! A choreographer from a dance studio teaches the dance team 1st period at school. & She likes to stay at the school for an hour or so cuz then after she just goes to work ! So 2nd period has an advantageeeeee hah. Teacher told us today that we would be able to chill with our friends & such cuz she's gonna be talking to the choreographer alot. Butttttt, since she was here today, she taught us a quick little hiphop dance to Slow Dance by Keri Hilson. It was fun :) Mm after that had nutrition, then bio. Did a labbb ! It was pretty boring -_- Then link crew. WOW. Must I say, joel made me crazy today ! He told me that Sorealcru was stopping by his house this saturday cuz they're close friends. And he told me MIKE SONG AND TONY TRAN MIGHT BE THERE. Hollllly shithole. I was freaking out, I'M DEFINITELY GOING ! Hahahha. Alright anways, after linkcrew was lunch. It was borrrring. Then japanese then algebra 2 ! It was overall borinnnng. I'm sick of school already ): Someone helllp me !

September 13, 2009.

So I haven't updated in a lonnnng time. I don't really like this blogspot anymore, but I was reading through my old stuff, & it made me wanna write haha. Wellll summers over, been going to school for 2 weeks now & I don't really like it ! I expected so much during highschoool. Meeting new friends, hanging out with EVERYONE, having fun classses..but no. It's actually not all that fun hah. So I'm still wanting to go to ayala. But maybe ayala's the same? Idk, but hs is wack. ): Classes are gay too. I have basically all honors, so I don't have any friends in my classses. Except a couple of peoplle. Ah so gay. Despite regular schoooool, I'm looking forward to alot this year ! Hm lets see. The harvest festival, Jannel's birthday, Chino Hills High homecoming, AYALA homecoming, Halloween ! So much more, just can't remember. I really want September to pass cuz I'm really looking forward to everything ! It seems like it's going so slow -_-; Mm, but since school started, I'm starting with a fresh start. Gonna try hard in schooool now, so I can get into a good college :) Lets see how long I can keep updating this, I don't think I'm gonna be able to for long ! Hah, byyyye.

Schedule:
Period 1: English 9 H
Period 2: Dance pe
Period 3: World Geo
Period 4: Biology H
Period 5: Link crew
Period 6: Japanese 1
Period 7: Algebra 2 H